Blizzard of the century huh?
And it has to happen the year I move here, on CNY weekend, after my BF have left for Philly, leaving me stranded in a Blizzard celebrating CNY alone.
My life couldn't get any better this time.
It has been a bad week. Work isn't going too great. Taxes are pilling up. Another speeding ticket. Visa application. And now stuck in a blizzard alone on CNY weekend.
I have learn many things about myself this year.
No.1 I don't handle stress very well.
No.2 I like to speed on highways.
No.3 I hate being alone.
And right now I'm in a puddle of emotions. Those ferocious winds outside with barely a half mile visibility is terrifying, and I'm home alone. For possibly the entire weekend I fought so hard to have it off. Now its going to a waste.
More exams coming. Deadlines approaching. I really am trying hard to find positivity in it all.
My life can't be that miserable right? But why can't I see the light. I need a wake up call. Someone to knock me in the head and remind me again why I choose to be several thousand miles away from home, alone and stuck in a state with terrible weather.
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