wishing for something

Do you ever feel that, you need something big to happen in your life after this long long period of the same old routine happening over and over again??

I get that kind of feeling everytime after movies. >BIG FAT SIGH< why must my life be so boring?

When I finished high school musical, I wished so badly I was in the school's drama team or something, and when I finished secret, I wished i could land a gig in performing something music oriented.

But sadly, life is not going in such a direction for me. I used to have big things to do. Sailing competitively. I so love that life. Sailing -- people get jealous of me, people envy my skills, people think I am awesome for doing such an extraordinary sport.

Now? I am plain old me, studying, sleeping, eating. Leading an ordinary life.

SIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

So let me illustrate my plain old ordinary past few days.

The last two days was hospital visit day. BORING I tell you. I am so so so so dissapointed with the state of Malaysian hospitals.

We were practically thrown in a ward with absolutely nothing to do at all. NOTHING (note the capital letters)

So we amused ourselves and walk around aimlessly, looking like doctors (in our big over-sized white coats) with our stethoscope hanging in our pockets, loitering in hospital corridors.

PATHETIC. IMU is such a "wonderful" medical uni.

Of course. When girls get bored, they cam-whore.

TADA.. *poor jon-jon's phone*

So, yea..