I know this is Lame.

But I think 2008 has made me a better 2009 person.

Well, just only 5 days into this new year, I found myself being more tolerant, and well, not so easily disappointed. I would've been devastated if I knew I was missing out on things, say, friend's gatherings. But somehow I could look up to it with a big smile, and look forward to catch up on things I have missed out. Geng leh!!

And I'm no longer the Judge-Ppl-By-One-Look type. I meant I used to go "ew, nasty stockings, no taste wan". For all you know nasty stockings may be the next "IN" thing and nasty stockings may very well be a much better long term friend than leopard print killer heels (luckily I sold off my leopard shoes). You know, how people who look like they are good friends actually end up being the total opposite, and you stop judging people immediately and give everyone an equal chance because good friends are so damn hard to come by. Ya, you get the jiffy.

I know. I get amazed too by how I can sit at my table and actually want to start studying (although failing miserably and end up reading twilight, but the wind will catch on sooner or later) when in the past, I would never even think of going near books 2 months before exams.

Can someone possibly explain to me how 2009 has this much air of improvement for me? I seem to love dogs more than before, kill less ants, watch more movies, drink a lot less. Isn't it peculiar that this whole thing only seem to appear in 2009. How is it that my temper threshold has increased only in 2009.

And how actions that would've put a knife through my heart and stab it ten times over and let me bleed out to death somehow lose their effect and only felt like a little pinch in which the redness disappears after 2 seconds? Or how I am less affected by whether or not people copy my answers, looks, behavior, and regard them as an ego booster for wanting to be like me? Am I just becoming vain? or am I actually becoming hopeless in emotions? Am I becoming like Claire Bennet, invincible, emotionless, or am I just a better person?

I sense a good year ahead. Giggle