Saturday, July 28, 2007

big sigh

god must've really hate me, or love me

I'VE LOST MY WALLET AGAIN!! in less den ten bloody days!!

i feel so down i could swear n curse.. (but i'm a nice girl n nice girls dun use vulgarities)

just yesterday i lost 50 bucks, and today wallet again.. w my credit card in it again!!

my dad is not gonna gimme anymore credit cards.. he was so damn pissed at me..

so insensitive

i just kenot believe my luck man.. something is jinxing me..

how can someone lose wallet so fast again?? how can how can??

ARRRGGGHHHHHHHHH.............

Friday, July 27, 2007

cheer cheer cheer

retail therapy did me good

but i din manage to get wat i set out to get ---> a new wallet

instead i bought a whole load of unecessary junk, but it made my day, so well, i wont call them junk, i'll call them the-happy-charms

i bought a new pair of badminton shoes, new pumps, and a lot of accesories.

if only i have the money to indulge more

today was another unlucky day. not unlucky unlucky, but semi unlucky.

i lost a rm50 note (careless-nya)

i'm starting to get weary of doing this cheerleading thing in my uni. being the captain of a cheer team as well as the coach n everything is damn bloody tough.

at times i wish i could shoot myself for being so volunteery bout doing this. my team is basicly stuck at doing elevators. every other progress seem to be stunted!! i'm like facing a blunt end on this. which kinda sucks.

i really wish i had my old team back. alpha rawks 4eva, noone can beat that.

IMU cup is really gonna make my life hell busy.
but i hope i get to make it into the badminton n netball team.
super hope!!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

drop dead

retail therapy needed

i hate to say this, i hate hate hate to say this, but i really need to buy something

i noe i noe with my wallet lost and all, i should be spending minimal amount of money to compensate my huge overdraft from mommy bank.

to hell with dat.

thankfully i have gud gud frens who will turn up at my very last minute request. (thx a lot peeps)

something is wrong w my uni frens, something seriously is wrong.

we used to be happening u noe, go to poolside for parties, swim once every week, bla bla and bla blahs

now we just dun hang out anymore

they come up w one of those excuses!!
1) no money
2) need to study
3) no mood

sigh sigh, seems like i'm the only one w the mood to do anything.

plus my grp is losing ppl. we are losing ppl. our huge grp ten orientation 20 ppl gang is losing ppl.
from the last count, we oni have like 4 left, plus chloe serena and yvonne dat makes 7, but von aint alwz w us so minus one makes 6, den again oni chloe ever goes out w us much often, so dat makes 5, but most of the time only me n TY are really ever enthu bout going out, so dats 2, and i noe i'm babbling i just cant seem to figure out who are in my circle of frens

oh well, i guess i'll just screw dat and get on w my life..

a toast to shopping tomorrow!!

Friday, July 20, 2007

unlucky day unlucky day

To state that today was my MOST unlucky day would be an exaggeration, but today is indeed one of those days whereby the clouds are dark above me.

My unlucky day started like this.

At 12 am in the morning, i felt a little nauseas, and my tummy felt funny. Being typical me, i brushed my uncomfortableness away thinking that it will go away soon enough. How wrong was i.

My night's sleep was disrupted due to the funny feeling in my tummy, and that very morning, i had to wake up earlier than usual to visit my friend in the hospital. Dragging myself to the train station, with no strength and lack of sleep, i figured out that my tummy could be empty, and this may be the signs of hungriness. Plus, a little sugar will do me good.

So i stopped at KL central for a quick munch. I walked to starbucks, crunching my stomach, and ordered a cappucino and a banana choc muffin. I actually felt good after my mini meal, but minutes later, i find myself rushing to the toilet with tissue papers in my hands.

Big sigh, what a day.

Then i met up with my friends at the train station. Maybe due to my "sickness", i was a little blur, and i brought my friends to the wrong side of the station which goes the opposite direction from our intended destination which was titiwangsa station.

After our visit, we took a cab back to the train station. When i was about to pay or the cab fare, i realised that my wallet was missing. Knowing clearly that i DID place my wallet back into my bag after i used it for the last time, and knowing that i had never placed my bag unattended anywhere, it finally came to me that --- i have been picked pocketed.

Still traumatized by that depressing fact, i made my 1st phone call to my dad to cancel all my credit cards. Then i got hold of my friend's (the one lying in the hospital) mother's number to asked her if she has noticed my wallet lying around (just in case i was careless).

After a few calls, my phone ran out of credit. Just my luck!! And without my wallet, meaning without money, i had to postpone the cancelling of my ATM card until i reach uni to borrow some money to top up my phone to make that call.

Upon reaching uni, and after topping up my phone, i realised that my phone ran out of batteries this time. I truly consider myself to be lucky you know, after all that happened to me.

So later at night, in fact just few minutes before i started writing this post, i launched a police report and well, i supposed i just have to go through the entire process of renewing my identification card and driving license plus reapplying my ATM card and credit cards..

Tedious!!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

outings again

its just a matter of time b4 my dad will ground me

but he's been showing no signs of anger towards me at all..
i have been going out so often lately that my guilt-meter is being triggered everytime i arrange an outing w my friends.

yet my dad seemed oki w my frequent outings.. scares me sometimes..

my sec school friends seem to miss each other so god damn much that we've been having intensive outings non-stop w one another.

1st was the dinner at mingtien, den was badminton at puchong, den the korean lunch, and lihwen's potluck.

and this saturdays yamcha cum badminton again.

kinda explains my frequent outings.

the pass few weeks i have been meeting lots ppl too apart from my sec school frens.
weishen, lixia, praevin, jessica, poling, meilien, sunita... and the list goes on
more yet to come..

speaking of which, i am supposed to blog about lihwen's potluck party..

there were around 10 of us i suppose..

usual activities were carried out, like playing cards, playing dumb guessing games, and just simply talking nonsense..

felicia n hong lost the guessing game and had to imitate a person having diarrhea rushing to the toilet to do their business.. ( i will be kind to felicia so as to not post up the video taken)

it was very funny tho.. haha.. got a bad stitch for laughing so hard..

the food we brought wasnt very unappetizing.. liz w the chicken did not manage to make it, and daniel din bring his promised satay, so we ended up ordering pizza for back up!!

there you go, all nine of us (plus a missing shinyi cos she was late and lihwen cos he was the camera man)

cheer again

my plans for cheerleading ---> shattered

i could not have been more pissed at anything but those ridiculous rules that govern my uni's IMU cup cheerleading.

in all my past experiences of cheerleading, the rules has always been stupid. but this time its got worsen!

no stunts more den 2 tier (meaning max is 2 level stunt)
no holding props while tumbling/cartwheel
must have back spotter for single base stunt

sigh sigh, wat kinda cheerleading is it gonne be like dat?
may as well call it dance competition.

there goes table-tops, split pyraminds and 3-2-1 from the routine.


now i gotta come out with something brand new for our routine.. wasting effort!!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

of cheer and life

Its not simple, to teach a group of brave young uni kids, how to cheerlead.

of course, i'm speaking about the stunts, and the synchronization.

the 1st cheerlead practice was quite a success, although not many ppl turned up. surprisingly, those cheerleaders under me managed to master the proper technique of an elevator. and perform it fairly well too. of course i dun expect much of them since they are newbies, but i do feel relieved because they all appear dedicated to the team.

this is how a basic elevator is performed

moving on.

i do realise that at some point of time, we, as humans need to be certain of what we want.

life comes in shades of grey, not puddles of black and white.

being able to see a drawn line isnt very much possible, since shades of grey blend ard w one another.

so how do we as mortal humans know when to stop, when to continue, when it is too much, and when it is too lil?

occasionally, we accidentally step across the line, unknowingly, and will that be forgiven?

and we humans have emotions to look after too..

Sunday, July 15, 2007

marathon n korean food


this is the 1st time i've ever seen or be present at a proper marathon.

its so torturing to have oni 3 hours worth sleep, down a bottle of redbull hoping it helps, and den run, for 3 km, seeing old tai tai's stop n walk halfway, resisting the temptation to follow their actions.

but i managed. 3km in 17 mins. after one yr's worth of slackiness, i suppose its a good timing lar.

i saw dina. the runner up of the 1st msian idol. she is so obese man!!

moving on to korean food.

honestly this is the 1st time i had a proper korean meal.

we were so fascinated by the tube thingi in the middle!!

and while waiting for food



we decided to capture some of our moments there..

the food looks good!! taste oki too.. (i'm still not used to korean taste)

but meeting everyone was worth it la!!


liz was supposed to be in here oso!!

Friday, July 13, 2007

Shocked!!

my mom gave me shock, big one big big one..

today was the release of my exams results, the one in the 1st semester. yeapz. so freaky yea.

so after receiving my slip (which was in a sealed enveloped) i happily tucked it into my bag unopened, for 3 reasons :
1) i duwan to spoil my mood for the day
2) its friday the 13th, bad luck day noe
3) i want my mom to open it, she's got lucky hands

sounds silly yea, but well, i was being paranoid. so me n my frens happily went to watch harry potter and vow to forget about our results.

when i reached home, i popped my bag down, told my mom NOT to touched my results till midnight 12, den went to bath and shut myself in my room.

Suddenly,
Mom : LIM PEI-WEN you better come down here NOW!!
Dad : I told you you should've studied harder, whole day playing and watching ur series!!
Mom : No more going out for the next whole month
Dad : I want to see SOLID results for the next test!!
Mom : LIM PEI-WEN!! DOWN!! NOW!!

whoaaaa, heart thumping fast, and furious with them for opening my slip wo my permission, i rushed down, w fury, nervous-ness, and tad bit of disappointment (cos i've studied hard for this test noe.)

Mom : you go see for yourself!! and tell me what have you got to say!!

i feel like shouting "YOU HAVE INVADED MY PRIVACY!! SHOULD HAVE ASK MY PERMISSION 1ST!!" but i din la, disrespect, summore w my mom so angry u realise i wont stand a chance of winning a family argument.

so i guai guai walk to my dad's table and reached out for my results slip.
took one peeked at it, scanned thru the paper for the slightest indication of my performance in this test.

and

A HUGE WAVE OF RELIEF SWEPT PASS ME!!

den i looked at my mom with the how-can-you-bear-to-do-this-to-me look, and she cheekily smiled back at me!!

such nice family!! (actually my sis kinda gave it away by trying not to snigger, but i din really realised dat at 1st cos i was busy worrying)

den my dad had to spoil it all

Dad : you still know that that is not your full potential and u r capable of much better results right?
Me : watever!!

Thursday, July 12, 2007

seremban half marathon

for the past one month, i've been trying to get my lazy ass on the road, to give my legs and heart a lil boost of stamina, and for one month i procrastinated.

this sunday's run will be the consequences of my procrastination.

i knew my stamina was falling down a cliff, i knew i had to do something about it b4 it hit the ground, but knowing all these wo the will to initiate something is pretty much redundant.

there were countable no. of times when i told my dad i will go jogging w him, but when the morning came i couldn't get up, and also lots of moments whereby i will make mental notes to go running, and den brush it aside due to laziness..

this sunday i am joining the fun run, 3 km only, but will i manage after feeding on a diet of fats for half a yr wo exercise at all

somebody save me!!

Monday, July 9, 2007

Langkawi

FINALLY… the long awaited post on LANGKAWI!!

Well very very very long long long post so embrace urselves..

Day 1
We smart asses wouldn’t wanna spent the day traveling wasting half a day of langkawi time like dat, so we bought a night bus tix to k.perlis in order to reach there in time for the 1st ferry.. y I called ourselves smart asses?? Cos the night ride cause most of us to not be able to sleep as well in the bus and then we had like a sleepy 1st day of langkawi tour. That us n our baggage w sleepiness!!

Apart from being drowsy, we were also very excited.. so excited till we missed the 1st ferry to langkawi and had to wait like 50mins for the next one.. which was one hour later..

Such ordeal has drove some of our insanity away.

Example:

TY : look its 7.35
Pei : ok
TY : look its 7.36
Pei : (getting annoyed) OH WOW!!!
TY : hey look, its 7.37 AM, you must say the AM is super important k? AM!!
Pei : ( super annoyed ) oh yea, 7.37AM, happy?
TY : no no no its already 7.38 AM!!!
Pei : &*^%^$$#^%$#*@$

See??

Upon reaching the island, we hurriedly collected our rented van (yea man..8 of us of course sit van ma) and began searching for our accommodation (in a hse belonging to a fren ). When we found it, we couldn’t believe our eyes. Whispers such as “jeya’s a rich ass huh?” started coming out of our mouths.. cos our apartment/hotel looked like this!!!

Okay close that dropped jaw of yours. Our next league of the journey was to book ourselves a nice snorkeling p.payar package, bargain like hell, get a cheap cheap cheap price, and yea.. head to the underwater world!! =)

Well, underwater world looks and appears like well, underwater world.. we were particularly fascinated by penguins.. they seem to swim in a routine manner where they swim from one end of their display case to the other NON-STOP. Oh and we spotted surf-up’s penguin too, u noe the ones w the yellow whiskers at the eyes. Yeapz

Apart from that we just toured around the area, get fascinated by sharks and stingrays, pretend to think clown fishes are cute, and act like a retard (u noe, the wow n the wah act) around seals who can do stunts, and well that pretty much summarizes our underwaterworld trip.

Next up was BBQ night. Of course. The boys wont have BBQ wo liquor cos we are in freaking LANGKAWI!! TAX FREE!! So we head straight to the liquor store and bought us 3 bottles of spirits and some beer. Malibu, Sheradon, Bacardi Lime and Heineken.

The rest of the night was just spent fooling around, acting drunk and well, playing drinking games. Noone got drunk, and noone puked (thank god).

Day 2
With heavy heads n feets and body and everything (due to lack of sleep and after-alcohol-consuming-effect) we headed of to p.payar for our snorkeling. Sadly only 5 of us went cos the other 3 girls wasn’t interested. The place is B-E-A-T-I-F-U-L. pity the corals were all dead. But we manage to see and get near to sharks, sea urchins, dory-lookalikes, stones-camouflaging fishes, baracuda’s and well, lots more I guess.

We had seafood for dinner, yummilicious seafood in which all the loser guys were afraid of dirtying their hand to eat crab so I get to finish the bowl full.. yum yum.. Then at night, we decided to go mild on the alcohol and buy wine instead of hard liquor. But little do they know they cannot tahan it so they bought a bottle of Smirnoff as well. So after Smirnoff was finished wine was opened, and those high high ppl drank wine like it was vodka, downing everything in seconds. Oh then my rash case appear (dun wana elaborate more hmph!)

Ppl get funny when they’re high. We found joy in screaming across the balcony, we found joy in dancing to bowling for soup and green day (hell those are not even party songs), we found joy in sleeping, a luxury that I was deprived of that night.

I have no idea why, but after everything was over, I cannot cannot cannot fall asleep at all!! Ended up spending the whole night talking talking talking. Which meant dat I wont get enuf rest for the next day.

Day 3
We went island hopping, and poor me which only got one hours sleep was itching all over, having a headache, and also sleepy. I was practically looking dungu-ish the whole day cos I was so stoned. But anyway, we visited the pregnant lady island *tasik dayang bunting* and had a swam in it. Refreshing!! Ahhh!!


We also visited another island in which I was to stoned to do anything. But I do remember the rest of my friends were busy catching crabs. Haha.childish ppl!!

Then we were brought to see eagles feeding. Cool looking hawks swept down from the sky to eat fishes.

Then it was our ride back to the hotel

Finally, we visited the liquor shop one last time to buy home cheap liquor. (one person only allowed one bottle but my frens were all broke so I bought 4 bottles!!)

These were the stuff I bought in Langkawi

The trip was fun n enjoyable and refreshing. I totally enjoyed myself very much. We should have this more often. BIG SIGH to the start of uni term.

i love my new hair

i'm in love ppl, its love in the air!!


i noe guys, u will think i'm vain, i'm snobbish, and well, jakun
but this is like the 1st time, wait, 1st officialy time i coloured my hair so frigging brightly.



i love it love it love it. ahhhhh sorry la, tahan my vain-ness for this one post k!! cos i really cannot contain myself, just so happy and all, i love my mom, super love her now!! love my hair!! aaahhhh.. its love.. i noe its love!!

Friday, July 6, 2007

apologies

i'm so sorry guys.. LANGKAWI pics aint available yet so no blog on it yet lo!! sad sad actually i've written the whole post di but just lack pics la.. need to add them in..

anyway, i noe u'll read this girl, haha.. but nice meeting you and ur stories n ur watever la.. transformers rocks yea?? ps : btw its not the same as power rangers k!!

BIG NEWS!!! actually big for me, but mayb small for u cos this means a big deal to me.. after 8712836817269739742 yrs, i've finally turn red on top!! (red headed la)

yipee.. took me a freaking long time to get this done noe..

at 1st, right after A levels i wanted to head straight to the saloon. Mom said "Christmas n CNY coming la, surely more expensive wan". So i postponed it lo.

den right after CNY, mom said " wait for your NUS interview 1st la, later they get shock over your red hair". So wait again

den right after i realise NUS rejected me, grandma had to come. Mom said "i not free to bring you there la, grandma here very busy" (i wanted to do oni at my mom's saloon cos the stylist there is VERY good but i can oni do it thru my mom so i gotta wait n cant go do alone). So wait summore.

den finally. Mom "u wan go dye ur hair izit? follow me la"

YIPPEE..

i officially have phobia of hair saloons di, when i rebonded my hair, it cost me a bomb and took up 9 hours of my time. this time ard, it still cost me a bomb and 5 hours. but the stylist workmanship is really good.. she suggested some funny
highlighting method dat will give me 5 shades of brownish red.. and will give out diff colour under diff light n angle.. check it out!!

but i kinda scared the colour to bold for my uni la.. later they dun let me in CSU.. then i die die die..

Thursday, July 5, 2007

slurge attack!!

i've been spending big these days, wait these 2 days i mean...

day 1 (5th july 2007)

items bought

1. papa patho text book = rm 190
2. ikea lamp + light bulb (for my cupboard) = rm 49.80
3. big apple donuts = rm 9.50
4. ikea waste paper basket = rm 6.90
5. ikea mirror = rm 29
6. post it notice board = rm 29.90

day 2 (tomorrow)

items planning to buy

1. momoe purple bubble skirt
2. bodyshop liquid eye liner
3. G2 pilot pen black
4. mango black n pink clutch

day 3

BROKE!!!!!

sales isnt doing me good.. sales is killing my wallet... my undernourish wallet growing thinner n thinner by the day...

anyways, i met up w weishen today.. (sigh forgot to take pics)

but well, NICE MEETING U!!

u made my day.. really!!

Monday, July 2, 2007

About jessica

Jessica, my kaki for almost everything is gone today.


Dear jessjess has left for the land of kangaroos to further her studies. I'll definately miss you girl!!

Jessica has been my friend since we were born. We were neighbours and best friends, and treasured our frenship like gold n diamonds.. Altho we went to different secondary schools and colleges, made different friends, live different lifestyles, we always managed to keep in touch and stay as close frens.. U tell me such GOOD FWEN where to find?? most ppl forget bout their past frens when they move on to their uni or college or wat, but we always always have a place in our hearts for each other *geli-nya* =p

we bake cookies together...
go gym together...go shopping together...we even bought sister clothes.. (i havent worn that yet u noe)
sigh sigh.. i will miss u la dear!!!!

do keep me updated k!!!

>BIG FAT MUAKS<

Sunday, July 1, 2007

back to uni

>big huge HUGE HUGE HUGE SIGH<

tomorrow is officially the start of those i-cant-decide-what-to-wear-to-uni days or rather i-wish-uni-would-burn-down days

I am so not in the mood to go back to uni.. so so so so so not in the mood..

my one week holiday doesn't feel like a holiday at all.. (hello ppl get one month term break and i freaking get a week) how not to feel like its not holiday.. after minus-ing all the farewells and reunions and the langkawi and penang trip, i hardly have much time for myself..

i still have grey's anatomy and prison break waiting for me, as well as XXX holic!!!

Y oh Y my holiday so damn short wan!! *sad life of a medic student*
start of term means start of burying heads in books and hanging out in libraries.. how "cool" is dat man!!! I haven't even ave time for my msia mega sale shopping!! and i so wanna watch transformers and harry potter and shrek3 and everything else!!!

gosh... going back to uni totally sucks.. suck all the blood outta me!!! big fat fat fat SIGH!!!

as for my rash case.. it aint getting better.. its getting itchier n itchier, plus w the hot weather, i sweat more, and becomes more itchier..

i scratch and scratch till my skin peels n part of it erupts, and when i bath or sweat or apply lotion there a MAJOR stinging effect cos of those wounded areas..

stooopid rashes..