Till this very day, I still have uncertainties that are unanswered. Because there have been no demonstration of any sort to serve as evidence for my queries.
And I am going to base my eternal happiness on this set of uncertainties, that are being suppressed by my hunch. And what if my predictions are wrong and fail me, like how it failed before?
Is there anyway a sign could appear to point me in the right direction? Perhaps some initiation to demonstrate that there is still some sort of pulling factor so that I do not lapse into an unresolved repeating cycle?
I guess I will never know until it is too late.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Dong chiang!
Hello peeps.
I realise I am getting lazier each day in terms of updating this place.
I just received pictures from friends on CNY stuff. =) A little late, but better late than never.
I had to say, this CNY was a totally different CNY for me. For once, I did not shop for any clothes to wear on the ONE special day. Secondly, it is the first time I had to be alone away from family. And thirdly, it is the first time I ever bothered putting together an event for. Haha.
So the very night before CNY, we had our "tuan yuen fan" at a restaurant which resembles home. Penang! Haha. Ordered a very chinese meal for ourselves.
I realise I am getting lazier each day in terms of updating this place.
I just received pictures from friends on CNY stuff. =) A little late, but better late than never.
I had to say, this CNY was a totally different CNY for me. For once, I did not shop for any clothes to wear on the ONE special day. Secondly, it is the first time I had to be alone away from family. And thirdly, it is the first time I ever bothered putting together an event for. Haha.
So the very night before CNY, we had our "tuan yuen fan" at a restaurant which resembles home. Penang! Haha. Ordered a very chinese meal for ourselves.
On our way out!
With our PGY 3 lishien!
Fishy.
Kuay Tiao
Mango Chicken. (no prize to guessing who ordered this)
SuhYueh, PGY1
And the photographer/future neurosurgeon
I like how everyone is so happy in the picture. Actually, everyone was very chatty and happy on the night itself because its been ages since a whole group of Malaysian actually get together and have a nice sit down meal together. And just being Malaysians in general, and having YinnCher there, there is bound to have A LOT OF NOISE as usual.
And then the weekend after, I made YeeSang and have everyone come over to Martin basement to have a little gathering.
I extended the invitation to my fellow friends in TJU too since CNY is for all Chinese! And we have Vi-Zanne and Cindy join us too. More Malaysians!
Yee Sang! (my very first attempt lor)
With Siyi! (best cook/chef I knew)
And yes meimei I am wearing your dress!! Nguahahahah *evil grin*
Our steamboat material (so that we lousy chefs don't need to cook) haha
May and Queen! We're all red!
The boyzzzz. (ZhiVen, Krish-malaysian also, and Bing!)
Everyone excited before YeeSang is starting!
Cindy! The pgy 2 pediatrician! (we have people in all walks of life)
The beans that kept YinnCher's mouth stuffed. And made hime a little quieter.
Josh n Emz.
Cindy again (I think she is so pretty)
I have a video of everyone "Lou Sang"-ing. But I can't find it at the moment. Sobs sobs. But we took a pretty long time trying to teach the Americans what YeeSang is, and teach them how to "lou" and not "throw" haha. Everyone had fun, and they gained a little bit of insight to our Malaysia traditional CNY dish too. Having to throw vegetable in the air is kinda fun. Haha.
We stopped by TuttiFrutti for froyo right afterwards. And Vi and Eddy is now in the picture! A little blur though cos the cashier focused on the background istead of us. Haha.
It was a good CNY for me, considering I never expected CNY to be celebrated. =)
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Its a Saturday night.
I woke up this morning with a jump. Was supposed to be up and doing work at 0930, yet I was still lazing in bed at 1130. It took me 3 nanoseconds before the "1" and the "1" registered in my head that it was not a "9" and I literally jumped out of bed.
You see, this is what happens when I plan a whole day full of good work, but nothing gets done in the end. And I feel darn guilty about it. Yet I am still not at the desk doing something about it. Instead I am here, ranting about it to my blog.
Was supposed to get an entire GI system completed by today, alongside with 3 articles. I only did the stomach. I suddenly decided that it was time to clean my room, time to talk about 4th year scheduling, a friend came over and I showed her my dorm, and then it was dinner time. And somehow the 3 hours between coming home from dinner and now, just disappeared. I remember eating mango ice-cream. And that's it.
Where did my entire day go?
And now, it is half an hour before the day is over, and I still have the same goals for tomorrow. Finish GI system and 3 articles. And maybe another system? I dunno.
I wonder if this happens to other people, or time just flies when you're supposed to study but you did not.
You see, this is what happens when I plan a whole day full of good work, but nothing gets done in the end. And I feel darn guilty about it. Yet I am still not at the desk doing something about it. Instead I am here, ranting about it to my blog.
Was supposed to get an entire GI system completed by today, alongside with 3 articles. I only did the stomach. I suddenly decided that it was time to clean my room, time to talk about 4th year scheduling, a friend came over and I showed her my dorm, and then it was dinner time. And somehow the 3 hours between coming home from dinner and now, just disappeared. I remember eating mango ice-cream. And that's it.
Where did my entire day go?
And now, it is half an hour before the day is over, and I still have the same goals for tomorrow. Finish GI system and 3 articles. And maybe another system? I dunno.
I wonder if this happens to other people, or time just flies when you're supposed to study but you did not.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Long overdue
Remaining snippets from Msia visit in Dec 10!
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#1. Mommy's home cooked meal!!!
#2 Natalie's
\#3. More macaroon crumbs in latte. With jessica!
#4 Daddy's fulfilled promise for herbal soup due to missing of duck leg soup.
#5. Unique Seafood
#6. Family + BF photo.
#7. Sisterly mani pedicure
#8. Happy New Year 2011.
#8. Mommy's be-earlied birthday.
#9. Happy Family!
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Farneeeee
Okay I just saw my psych attending and nephrology attending DANCING.
Jefferson made a hand washing video, and ATTENDINGS are dancing in it. Super rarrr. The nephrology attending is super strict when giving lectures, pimping away, and now he is . . . . dancing??
To those who wanna gain an insight into how the inside of Jefferson hospital look like, this video shows it all. The cafeteria (where the huge bulk of people are dancing), the bridge to the car park (the one with the big Jefferson word outside), the OR, the wards beds, the ward alleys.
And remember. WASH EM!
Jefferson made a hand washing video, and ATTENDINGS are dancing in it. Super rarrr. The nephrology attending is super strict when giving lectures, pimping away, and now he is . . . . dancing??
To those who wanna gain an insight into how the inside of Jefferson hospital look like, this video shows it all. The cafeteria (where the huge bulk of people are dancing), the bridge to the car park (the one with the big Jefferson word outside), the OR, the wards beds, the ward alleys.
And remember. WASH EM!
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Snow drop
It was a slippery day today. But a drop of snow can make your day.
It never cease to amaze me, how the weather never stops a doctor from working. We are obligated souls. And I turn up to work feel good that despite the weather, I am still there.
I got posted to the CCU. And it is, amazing. I like the beeping sounds on the monitors. And I like getting paranoid staring at the telestrips looking at the little lines bumping up and down. I am weird aren't I. People would kill for that thing to shut up.
It is suppose to blizzard tonight. And it will be a slippery day tomorrow. I've seen people danced in circles trying to keep balance this morning, and my poor friend Albert slipped on his butt 3 times while walking to work. Ahh funny.
The last time is snowed, we made a snow pig.
It never cease to amaze me, how the weather never stops a doctor from working. We are obligated souls. And I turn up to work feel good that despite the weather, I am still there.
I got posted to the CCU. And it is, amazing. I like the beeping sounds on the monitors. And I like getting paranoid staring at the telestrips looking at the little lines bumping up and down. I am weird aren't I. People would kill for that thing to shut up.
It is suppose to blizzard tonight. And it will be a slippery day tomorrow. I've seen people danced in circles trying to keep balance this morning, and my poor friend Albert slipped on his butt 3 times while walking to work. Ahh funny.
The last time is snowed, we made a snow pig.
And a snow tortoise companion. Because we thought little piggy will get lonely. =)
Let it snow let it snow let it snow!
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