I should be studying.. Really!!

But mr. comp here whizz my attention away.. sigh dun this alwiz happen!!!
I have a selfish retard as a sister.. like really selfish-thinks-she-is-oh-so-good-at-piano-but-she-suck-like-arse
I am currently music-inspired thanks to jay's secret. Feel like writing more songs, dramatify those written ones I have already done. And so on and so forth.
Unfortunately I am not the only one. SAS is proding on the piano everyday creating noise pollution.
BUT I GOT EXAMS COMING... life is so unfair.. you think med is a good choice eh? think TWICE n THREE TIMES n 4 hundred times. its torturous to study lar..
SAS FREAKING FAILED GRADE ONE PIANO!!!
sigh sigh, back to books now!!
That selfish moron!! she better watch who's tail she's stepping on!!
SAS stands for SHIT ARSE SISTER btw

wishing for something

Do you ever feel that, you need something big to happen in your life after this long long period of the same old routine happening over and over again??

I get that kind of feeling everytime after movies. >BIG FAT SIGH< why must my life be so boring?

When I finished high school musical, I wished so badly I was in the school's drama team or something, and when I finished secret, I wished i could land a gig in performing something music oriented.

But sadly, life is not going in such a direction for me. I used to have big things to do. Sailing competitively. I so love that life. Sailing -- people get jealous of me, people envy my skills, people think I am awesome for doing such an extraordinary sport.

Now? I am plain old me, studying, sleeping, eating. Leading an ordinary life.

SIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

So let me illustrate my plain old ordinary past few days.

The last two days was hospital visit day. BORING I tell you. I am so so so so dissapointed with the state of Malaysian hospitals.

We were practically thrown in a ward with absolutely nothing to do at all. NOTHING (note the capital letters)

So we amused ourselves and walk around aimlessly, looking like doctors (in our big over-sized white coats) with our stethoscope hanging in our pockets, loitering in hospital corridors.

PATHETIC. IMU is such a "wonderful" medical uni.

Of course. When girls get bored, they cam-whore.

TADA.. *poor jon-jon's phone*

So, yea..

Pic Post

I got bored of studying.. REALLY REALLY bored..

so i picked up my samsung phone and started scrolling through photo's that i have taken for the past 2 years. And it brought back really good memories!!

So i decided to post up a few pictures that i really liked. (this is also kinda because i am procrastinating from studying)

This picture was taken during philip han's (the boy in the pic) birthday. I remember the guys in our class decided to give him a "unique" birthday gift, and bought him a set of bra and thongs. They literally force it on him!! So this is philip with his birthday female-thong!!

This is the back of my head. This moment was captured in the sbs bus in singapore. We just finish sailing, and the team was heading for our usual team dinner. You can notice Pamela (girl with orange hairband) chatting happily away in front.

Pamela took this shot when we were having lunch opposite college. She just got her new phone and wanted to try it out on me. Haha when she said "smile pei pei" I just looked up with my mouth full and gave her a retarded look.


This is the Titans medal that we alpha warriors fought so hard to win. For those few days, we went through so much!! I remembered those log thrusting activities were so damn tiring that all the girls teared after exerting so much!! And on the final day just before results, we all thought we were so sure of losing that we started crying even before they announce results. Turns out we win, and we cried summore!! Hahahah.. It was truly memorable.This is the sport carnival mascot. Its a girl inside the mascot outfit you know. And yea, thats my house's Tee
Shopping for team jersey is no easy job. After walking through the entire queensland shopping mall, we still couldn't find a jersey suitable and nice enough for our sailing team. In the end we started cam-whoring with neon yellow jersey's.
This is pamela. We got bored watching other people playing pool. So we decided to take our sleepy look. By the way this is roughly 2-3am at night.
Its Kim and his birthday present. We got him baby socks and dared him to wear it on his ears, and he really did!!
Whenever i study with christy, we have this funny ritual of arranging our pens into colour coordination. TY calls it a freak show.
This was taken during my grand aunt's 80th birthday. My sis and I got so bored of sitting at the table with noone to talk to (since we aren't close to my mom's side relatives at all) we strode of to the girl's toilet to gossip and can-whore.
Dying hair is boring. You sit in the saloon for 3-5 whole hours doing nothing. I ran out of magazines to read, and got tired of my own reflection.

This was chloe's first booze. Sangria. Mild but she got really flushed after half a cup of it.
Serena was amused by how happy i could get over a few colourful shakers and captured my smile!
This is one of the rare cheerleading practices whereby we manage to pull of our stunts nicely!!

Ps: by the way all these pictures are phone pictures which kinda explains the bluriness and lack of quality!!

my prince charming

thats my so called "du-lan" face that people are scared of!! this is how i look when i don't smile. i look like i could kill a herd of bulls. do i look that scary??

actually i am very very very very sweet looking you know???
see how cheeky i can get, and how absolutely VAIN too!! vanity runs in the blood of all girls!! tsk tsk!!

actually that was me camwhoring before attending my grand aunt's 80th birthday celebration.

let me ask you. do you think it's fair, when the world already have like so few cute guys left, and the absolutely gorgeous ones have to be your relatives??? (sigh sigh, life is so unfair)

on sunday, a bright perfect sunny sunday morning, i stepped into my wedding outfit (jeans and t-shirt), walked into my wedding car (mom's proton saga) and drove of to the register of marriage (mama treble clef studio).

upon arrival, i was greeted by the pastor (azhar-shop keeper) and was led to my prince charming (plite guitar). it has to be love at 1st sight, we were lost in our own world when our gazes met. and when i softly caress him with my fingers, sweet melody filled the entire room. prince's build was solid and very well structured, perfect for a hubby, and fit to bring me joy and laughter. when we were finally pronounced married (simply by the handing over of money), we walked down the aisle leading to the door (shop entrance) where our car would be there waiting to carry us back, with our marriage certificate (the receipt) in hand.

and there you go, my prince charming!!
happily together!!

this is me, looking for wallets. hunting hunting for the best and most beautiful one of all!!!


this is me, finally with my dream wallet. sparkling shiny, yet with a touch of elegance.


this is me, i mean my wallet, i simply love it. (my mom disagree though, she seem to think that gold is too bright for any human being, but she bought it for me!!! I LOVE YOU MOMMA!!)

i feel so so so contended this week. i have finally got everything i needed to buy.

time to lapse back into studyin to make up for all the indulging sins i have committed!!

events events and events

i got abused by mr volleyball again

we had a friendly match against pharmacy team this morning.. although i thought that we weren't good enough to sustain a decent game, we did manage to cooperate quite well.. we got trashed 9-25 in the 1st game, but somehow we got used to the heat of things and managed a 21-25 and another 21-25 for the next 2 games. haha. although we did lose all 3 games we were feeling a bit big headed ourselves. "whoa!! we actually manage to score beyond 20, 20 with the 2 infront " however this particular malay girl in the team annoys me.. she is so freaking bossy and thinks she is so bloody good when she sucks like shit!!
then after volleyball, i went over to serena's house for a bath n everything, and we created a funny song!! haha.. serena was just playing some random chords on her guitar,while me and christy were singing random lyrics. it was so fun!!

later on, we did a lil guitar shopping. i decided its time for me to move on from my neighbour's guitar to my own guitar. i had a really really tough time choosing between a classical and a accoustic. sigh sigh sigh. i like both, both both both!! but i can't just buy 2, so i need to decided. i decided that classical would suit me better but at the back of my head i still have a little someting for accoustic ( it'll probably be the other way round if i decided on a accoustic)

anyway, we walked damn damn damn a lot whey!! my legs could just die any moment. but tough girl like me just tahan la.. so so so tiring okay. we explore bukit bintang area for that place has the most guitar shops
this was our route!! see the amount of walking done!!

later in the evening i had cheerleading practice. something really shocking happened during practice. when we were halfway through the hitch stunt, the whole LT just blacked out. IT FREAKING BLACKED OUT WHEN ALL MY FLYERS ARE FLYING!! 3 girls were on a stunt, and well i was one of them. i was so so so worried someone may get injured!! i really had a bad shocked. we were loaded on a one legged elevator doing a hitch on a 3rd persons shoulder and it freaking BLACKED OUT WITH ALL MY FLYERS AT HIGH HIGH HIGH RISK. i was capable of taking care of my own arse but the other may just hurt themselves. jolene came crashing down on yvonne and arggh.. stupid uni man. its their fault cheerleading is so dangerous!!

oh well, thats my day.. long long long day!!

badminton

thats the badminton scene of the indoor stadium in bukit jalil.. the court on the left, guy in yellow shirt is lee chong wei.. who lost on that day to a indon guy who's name i dun recall..

i managed to spot my favourite player there.. wong mew choo.. she is "the" ultimate laideeee!!!

even the some minister wife wanna shake hands with her!!

and of course, the famous pair.. i've got a blurify version of them tho.. cos i was sitting quite far away and i have to zoom really really close up plus i have shaking hands!!
and i've deduced a theory that china players have better luck when they are wearing yellow in colour!! seriously.. its scientifically proven over and over again..

=)

charity sunday

charitable work always makes ppl feel good..

actually i would have prefered to spend my only father-free sunday (he went on a company trip) on something else much fun. but well, i guess doing productive charity work aint so bad lar(it was he's idea anyway, prolly to make sure my father-free sunday isnt spent loitering) . especially when i get to do it w my frens.

so of me serena chloe ty hueyning go to kiwanis down syndrome center.

i am quite lazy to blog a post about it.. so i'll let pictures do the talking.. as alwiz!!

we aranged these (felt tempted to flick some tho)

us roses ( 3 pretty laydeeesss n one cutey kid )

plus a thorn

got bored while waiting for mommy to pick us up

my yao yeng mommy driving my dad's benz

we had a donuts at big apples den a drink at tony roma's

and chloe-doey stayed at my hse for the weekend

yupz.. dats bout it!!!

we are the champions, my friend!!!

we are the champions, my friend!!!

oh yea oh yea, we are the champions champions champions..

the four of us who made it : TY, me, hueyning, and chloe

lemme start from the start, last friday was the closing date for signing up for the chinese singing competition. hours b4 the thingi close, we submitted our names under the composing category seeing there were oni 4 other participants. tot we could try it out. original band members were me, hueyning, christy, and TY

at that point of time, my song was oni half done, so to overcome this 1st hurdle, i spent the whole fri night composing the remainding of it. sat at my out-of-tune piano, n played n played n brain stormed the whole night.

finally, the piece is done, BUT!! christy msged me n said her mommy is against her joining this thingi, cos she's been over committed in so many things!!

that was the 2nd major hurdle we had. so on monday, i begged n begged hueyning at 1st to learn up the piece, den asked chloe as well. since chloe stayed at vista (hostel), she doesnt have a keyboard to practice on. so she gotta go over to hueyning's hse to use her piano.

tues morn was jamming. since the committee mentioned dat top 5 of composing will make it to finals, we tot we were in for sure, so we din wanna play the whole song out.. so we practiced 2 mins worth of it oni.

tues night itself was sound check as well as mic check. we met our 3rd hurdle there. seems to me the committee decided to only let top 3 enter final. thats when we start panicking.. i quickly scheduled a jamming session again on wed morn when the auditions in on wed night itself!!

wed morn, the 2 keyboards managed to synchronize the whole songs nicely, but our 4th hurdle decided to appear then. our drummer mr. TY was hospitalized for a sprained ankle. meaning he will almost definitely miss the auditions. so we gotta try get thru auditions wo him.

nervous n panicked, especially when i have problem memorising my lyrics, my friends all saw the weak-gonna-break-down-side of me. but we did managed to put up a gud show n made it into top 3.

last night was "the" night, whereby the finals of the chinese singing competition were.

we girls were excited by it, but somehow i wasn't as nervous as wed night cos this time i could remember my lyrics. just as we thought everything could go on smoothly mr hurdle no. 5 had to show his face!! hueyning's keyboard was out of tune cos the previous user tune it higher!! ended up having to ply the song w drums n piano oni, no synth. poor ning, she gotta stand at her keyboard and pretend to play.

after everything that happened, i guess this is an amazingly fulfilling experience. 1stly, we manage to present our song to audience, and most of them liked it. its like gaining recognition. 2nd up, i've bonded really nicely w my band members. 3rdly, we get the adrenaline rush whenever we perform, or being announced champions or whenever. it beats the boring monotonous life anytime. 4thly, we may be able to land a gig in uni whenever the need arises!! oh and 5thly of course the prize la.. one foot-long trophy, 2 hampers, and rm 100 cash!!

actually, after reviewing back our performance (i video-taped it) i found it wasnt very gud. there's much room for improvement, my voice was trembling so badly. and i realise i wasnt using the full impact of it. cos i was afraid of the mic being so loud. plus i went off key like 928391287323 times.. thank goodness our competitors arent so good!! =P

photo's up.

poser me n chloe!!

our fans n us!! weee!! jon n geowin!(they are our BESTEST BESTEST supporter ) wo them, we could just lose our cool n freaked out!!

poser ning n chloe

if u cant figure this out yet, note dat we girls have a dress code. to dress rock band style!! dress poser i mean!!

even the keyboard was nervous b4 the performance dat he needs to pee badly!!

THANKX A LOT BAND MEMBERS!!! we deserved this!! absolutely!!

i got abused

I got abused, badly, like seriously

look at the bruised i got!!!


why oh why must get such treatment, not oni i suffer in pain, i gotta bear the ugly scars of these mark of violence

>sob<>sob<

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dun wry la, i din get raped or snatched theif-ed or wat..

actually i got abused by mr volleyball.. i love that sport la.. but i totally suck at it..

at least i can serve properly now!!!

hehe... gotcha din i??

>bleah< =P

shopping again

I have been busy busy busy these few days.

1st up, i have cheerleading to wry about. good news is that we've got 30 seconds of the routine planed. bad news is, we're way way way way behind time oledi..

2nd up, i am participating in a chinese singing.. oh yea, u guys may say, "this is soooo pei-wen"
but hey hey, not in the solo category k, not in the group category either, but in the "song-writing" category.. how it actually came about was so so so random.. me n christy was talking in the canteen about how we need a drive or motivation for playing music, and suddenly i thought "join the competition lo" and whoaalaaa, the idea sprang into action!!! we sign up for it at the very very last min.. like 1 hr b4 the dateline!! so i'm pretty busy lately la.. haha

3rd up, i currently dun really dare to go out so often. my dad always gimme the "look" whenever i go home late everyday after uni. den i gotta tell him "got cheerleading larrr" or "doing PBL la" den only he'll stop "look"-ing at me. freaky lar. now i kenot watch simpsons and kenot go out on weekends or not he sure angry wan!!!

4th up, i was jogging w my frens dat day wearing my orange colour sajc shirt, and suddenly this stranger from my uni came up to me, stared at me for a while and den screamed "EH I AM FROM ST ANDREW'S TOO!!! "
k la she din really screamed but i was in such a state of shock that i tot she screamed. den i had to feebly tell her not to be disappointed cos i was from TJC instead =P

5th up, today i went shopping again.. actually i felt quite guilty when i came back cos my mom was kinda looking pissed and said "everytime buy stuff spend money, u very rich now la izit?"
okay i vow dat apart from buying myself a new wallet this will be the last time i spend on shopping. (i rarely keep my vows but i'll try very hard on this one) anyway i need to save money oso, losing wallet 2 times leaves u very broke u noe.
i bought a purple skirt, and i saw this extremely-cool-matrix-looking-not-feasible-black-overcoat. hueyning loved it too, but oni got one left.. haihya!! i bought it from cat whiskers which is btw having a 70% sale now.. so from rm149 is shoot down to rm45.. cheapnya
hueyning said i look like trinity in matrix when i put it on..
only difference is that :
haha.. the real coat looks like
oops !! bet u guys wanna kill me now.. "OMG this peiwen is so poser larrh!!"
but just wanna show u all the comparison ma.. this coat is not really feasible right, dunno when shall i ever wear it!!

6th up, i so need to study..but i am doin nuthing!! i am officially one month behind my lectures, and i keep seeing ppl being smart n studying n i get intimidated.. but when i reach home i sit in front of my comp to type blog post, or watch grey's or listen to music, or just do nuthing.. i am a big retard la.. i noe dat myself.. so i need to study lo!! but... (oh god to many "but"s) i am so lazy!!

7th up, my current wallet now is very unique noe!! so unique den whenever i take it outta my bag my friends laugh at me.. hey i cant help it if i am prone to losing wallets k.. just taking precaution!! i lost my purple one, lost my pouch, i duwan to lose anymore irreplacable stuff, so i use one dat can be replaced even if i lose it ten zillion times!!
presenting my temporary gold n red wallet!!
mr ang pao!!!
your not supposed to laugh okay, i told you just to play safe i need something i can afford to lose!! plus, it's quite feasible oso cos u can write ur name n contact number at the back so dat kind ppl can return it to you whenever they find it!! smart leh me!!