Fatique and horny car

My life has too much drama. Every episode of it is a drama. Dramatically wipes off my smile any moment.

Noone tells me anything, so I keep guessing. Keep getting left out of things. Keep pretending it doesn't matter. Keep being busy because it takes my mind of things. Keep playing the role whereby I owe my life to other people.

And yet still find myself surrounded in drama.

Every second in Uni is a rush to me. My schedule is packed like crazy, I have no time for myself at all. Till date I have sacrificed morning sleeps for sports, sacrificed dinners for cheerleading, sacrificed studies for dance.

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On a very unrelated note.

I spotted a horny car. Really HORNY HORNY car!!!!


BJJ 6969.

Big jiao jiao, and y'all know what 69 means. To have it twice somemore!!!

Redang inspired blog head

I was really inspired by the beach, I want my blog to be all beachy beachy!!!

So I CHANGED IT!!!

Will miss the old picture tho. Aw Aw Aw

Maybe I will put it back on when the nostalgia overwhelms. =)

Post exams again

There you go. The day has arrived. Exams are over, and I feel a little lost instead of liberty.

NO more visiting libraries.
NO more flipping through notes.
NO more making coffee to stay awake.
NO more slapping myself whenever I feel slightly drowsy.

How am I supposed to survive with no more such wonderful elements of lives??? I need books to survive, I need notes to feel alive, I need exams to feel mortal.

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What am I talking about. I AM TOTALLY APPRECIATING POST EXAMS LARHHH.

Nothing beats chilling over dinner table with a bunch of crazy noisy chatty friends talking rubbish until your stomach burst and laughing till your jaw hurts with ABSOLUTELY nothing to worry about. - Damn I think I will fail exams -

Okay omit the worrying part. But at least no guilt feeling is lingering.

Oh and did I mentioned that stepping into the cinema seems like something I haven't done in YEARS. *sigh the price we pay to just study* I've downed 3 movies in 2 days. Ate gazillion unhealthy food in which I normally don't get to enjoy because mamak is the fastest least time wasting food(to study more). And I did everything I needed to do instead of procrastinating it further because of lack of time.

Ahhh, how I wish I wasn't in medical school for all these wonders.
Got threaten by some terrorist to put this up, or.......................................... (I was sending clothes for alteration, and NO, I am not getting molested by some malay)

Will update more when I have more to update on. Meanwhile, can you all pray I pass my exams pweeetyyy pwwweeettty pwwweeetyyy pleaaassseee?!?!?! with sugar and strawberries on top?!!?

Wesak

Year by year, on this very particular day, people are crowding and cramming up the temples polluting the air with joss stick smoke, and banging their heads on the floor in front of a gold buddha statue.

And year after year, I get dragged to the temple at some unsightly time in the morning and then starve the whole day without meat to fill my carnivorous mouth.

Hey, it's wesak day isn't it.

Its tradition we buddist, although troublesome, and tiring, and smelly, and hot, are proud to go through, unquestionably.

This time around, wesak week is not only for temples. But it involves hoping to Bukit Kiara Club, then to some fancy restaurant, and then arguing with the dad, and then calling up the Rachel, and then arguing with the dad some more.

Sometimes I wish I am allowed to make decisions for myself, and put them straight across to be accepted, marked and filed, instead of having to conjure a nice opening statement, and then the content of a debate session, and then stand firm on my conviction, and make strong powerful, logic reasonings in order to have something approved. It's down right tiring. And people wonder why I grew up so independent and strong headed.

But alas, lets just hope the birthdays could be done, the car could be mended, and the hospital attachment could be applied. (now you guy know why I never stand to win)

Then again, aircons can even sneeze *random*This is elaine's aircon. It was too cold hence it was dripping with flu till we have to stuff its mouth/nose with tissue.

Nerds gear me up to be a nerd.

Elaine cooks damn nice mayonese chicken. Go bug her for the recipe!! Its yummy beyond words. I wish I could cook anything other that maggee mee.

This post-exam breaks are too short. Officially tomorrow I'll hit the books again. Man. So fast! And this time round, its 4 systems in one month. 4 big huge systems. I need to swallow all the mass info and hope it stays there.

Big Fat Sigh.

Anyway, I was playing with some new program to edit picture. *Much user friendly than photoshop* Check out what I made?!?!

Ian's wish

Ian made me do this.

DON'T BUY PERFUME FOR ME BECAUSE HE ALREADY GOT ME ONE!!!!

there, job done.

=)

1st time phone blogging

How cool is this?

I am blogging from my dad's phone because I am stuck in singapore and there is nothing to do here but listen to old aunties talk about how to steam fish and how to prevent termites from infecting the kitchen.

this whole blogging from phone ordeal isnt very much fun cos it takeS a damn bloody long time to write a short post like this.

alright folks, i'll c u when i'm back to kl.

Chicken Dancer

Hello ladies and gentlemen,

I am back to the chicken sport. If you don't really know what I am talking about just click *here*. So next to all those pro with ballet hip hop watsoever background, honestly, I look like a chicken. With flail limbs and everything cos I fail to lock them. Man, I so need dance classes.

I am such a blur-head these days. And I realise I drive so damn dangerously. Some police car was flashing his lights away tailing me, for quite sometime too. Until I made a sudden swerve into another exit to pump petrol. I think I see a ticket coming man.

I went for Clinical Skills Unit with my fancy nails. Mentally prepared to get a major blast from my assigned lecturer * I am so not gonna remove my nails for some dumb CSU session okay*, I ended up getting praised for beautiful nails. Dr. Sassi is the nicest CSU lecturer ppl.

I am gonna end this abruptly. Got a block suddenly. Will be back. Bye

Crossstitch

"I Told The Witch Doctor I Was In Love With You!
I Told The Witch Doctor You Didn't Love Me Too!
And Then The Witch Doctor He Told Me What To Do!"

**Scoots across the room**

**Holds imaginary microphone**

"Ooh to the eeh the ooh the ahah to the ting to the tang the wallawalla bingbang"

**Do a salsa with teddy bear**

"YO DJ PUMP THIS PARTY!"

~~~Grins~~~

I am totally IN the chipmunk craze. I love ze chipmunkies!! Lub lub lub lub lub. THEY ARE JUST SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

*gives two self-slaps*

Okay wake up Pei-Wen, serious blogging to do here. Stop influencing people into the chipmunkies craze.

Righto. 1st up, I have an announcement to make. I [inhale exhale] have [inhale exhale] finished [inhale exhale] me [inhale exhale] CROSSSTITCH!!!!

inhale exhale inhale exhale inhale exhale..

LIKE FINALLY!!! omg I am just so freaking proud of it man!! LIKE PROUD PROUD!!! Okay, for those of you starting to lift one eye brow thinking "eh? Since when you crossstitch?" Let me tell you the very tragic interesting story behind the piece of artwork.

It all started when I was a lil girl of not more than 16 years old. I wanted to buy something different for my mom (not the usual wallet cards cake roses ) as a birthday gift. So one fine day, I dragged my at that time very good buddy (LiXia I wonder if you remember this) to a shop names "flower girl" and bought all the crossstitch materials thinking its so darn easy to crossstitch and TADA, thats how I started it.

Right, a good whole 5 years ago kinda story. Later on, I realised how freaking TOUGH it was, and how TEDIOUS is could be. So, er, I kinda gave up on it.

Oh by the way did I mentioned I LOVE CHIPMUNKS NOW?!?!?!

And then, 2 years flew by without any mention of crossstitching. And one fine day after I have finished my A levels examinations ( year end of 2006 ) and I got so bored at home so I decided to pick it up again.

And so, since my uni was annoying enough to start before I could finish it, I put it aside and then picked it up again this hols.

AND ITS FINALLY COMPLETED, AFTER A WHOLE FREAKING 5 YRS!! and chipmunks are so cute!!

inhale exhale inhale exhale.

Now me gonna get me daddy to frame it up to hang hang in my roomie!!

The whole picture!

It has a lil pondok!!

And a garden fountain

I love!

~~Grins even more~~

This is so gonna be a happy post.

I dug out even more memories during spring cleaning today. I didn't even realise I was grinning away so sillily sillyli silli-ly silly-ly (gosh is there even such word?) until my mom said "stop acting spastic and come help me!!"

I found so many thingis that totally totally gave me flash backs on those good times.

Photos photos and photos. And more more more!!

Ahhh, the good old kampong games. I used to look forward to the period of time after year end exams and before school holidays start. The whole class will be playing these kampong games. Girls on the batu serembans and guys on bottle caps. Well me, I am pretty good at both!! I OWN A LOT OF PPL THEN!! But now ah, skill gone liao.
Will you believe me if I say this is a bilrthday card? Haha. A really good friend of mine in Singapore (Bevelin) wanted to gimme a unique birthday card. So she cut up the birthday card and ask me to puzzle them back!! Gosh took me like ages cos there isnt any numbers or clues. Only blue words with a white background.
SAILORMOON!!! I used to be Sailormoon crazy. JUST LIKE HOW CHIPMUNKS RAWK MY ASS NOW!!! oh Sorry, back to Sailormoon. My dad knew I loved Sailormoon like she's some God when I was young. So when he went to Japan, he bought me a Sailormoon alarm clock!! And I kept it for so long although it's already spoiled.
Tsk tsk. Installation/dancing days are good ain't they? Group of chicken try dancing to entertain people. We pulled it off real well though. Many were impressed. Its an opportunity to dress up and slap on tons of make up!!
(LeeYuing if you are reading this you better remember this!) My beloved HSL (head section leader) of Malaysian Red Cresent Society wanted to curse all of us to DEATH!! Yea!! DEATH DEATH!! We were required to memorise this song for some national day parade. And she copied the wrong lyrics to our school members, making all of us SING TO OUR DEATHS!! Lol!!

(to those malay illiterate, the actual lyrics meant "fight towards glory" but our copies wrote "fight towards death")

I can't believe I kept it till like now!! Oh man!!

My sailing gear!! (I had to kop all these secretly back)

"Ooh to the eeh the ooh the ahah to the ting to the tang the wallawalla bingbang"

CHIPMUNKS RAWKS!!!

butterfly tatoo

if i ever get a tatoo, i want one like this, on my waist. at the back!!



NAh chloe!! update di!!

cant believe i lost it

like one minute i was there, all calm n steady, and the next i'm there screaming my head off

shit. this is so not supposed to happen

i am so sorry

i shd have contained it.. i hope no one got offended

such an image spoiler

Pic Post

I got bored of studying.. REALLY REALLY bored..

so i picked up my samsung phone and started scrolling through photo's that i have taken for the past 2 years. And it brought back really good memories!!

So i decided to post up a few pictures that i really liked. (this is also kinda because i am procrastinating from studying)

This picture was taken during philip han's (the boy in the pic) birthday. I remember the guys in our class decided to give him a "unique" birthday gift, and bought him a set of bra and thongs. They literally force it on him!! So this is philip with his birthday female-thong!!

This is the back of my head. This moment was captured in the sbs bus in singapore. We just finish sailing, and the team was heading for our usual team dinner. You can notice Pamela (girl with orange hairband) chatting happily away in front.

Pamela took this shot when we were having lunch opposite college. She just got her new phone and wanted to try it out on me. Haha when she said "smile pei pei" I just looked up with my mouth full and gave her a retarded look.


This is the Titans medal that we alpha warriors fought so hard to win. For those few days, we went through so much!! I remembered those log thrusting activities were so damn tiring that all the girls teared after exerting so much!! And on the final day just before results, we all thought we were so sure of losing that we started crying even before they announce results. Turns out we win, and we cried summore!! Hahahah.. It was truly memorable.This is the sport carnival mascot. Its a girl inside the mascot outfit you know. And yea, thats my house's Tee
Shopping for team jersey is no easy job. After walking through the entire queensland shopping mall, we still couldn't find a jersey suitable and nice enough for our sailing team. In the end we started cam-whoring with neon yellow jersey's.
This is pamela. We got bored watching other people playing pool. So we decided to take our sleepy look. By the way this is roughly 2-3am at night.
Its Kim and his birthday present. We got him baby socks and dared him to wear it on his ears, and he really did!!
Whenever i study with christy, we have this funny ritual of arranging our pens into colour coordination. TY calls it a freak show.
This was taken during my grand aunt's 80th birthday. My sis and I got so bored of sitting at the table with noone to talk to (since we aren't close to my mom's side relatives at all) we strode of to the girl's toilet to gossip and can-whore.
Dying hair is boring. You sit in the saloon for 3-5 whole hours doing nothing. I ran out of magazines to read, and got tired of my own reflection.

This was chloe's first booze. Sangria. Mild but she got really flushed after half a cup of it.
Serena was amused by how happy i could get over a few colourful shakers and captured my smile!
This is one of the rare cheerleading practices whereby we manage to pull of our stunts nicely!!

Ps: by the way all these pictures are phone pictures which kinda explains the bluriness and lack of quality!!

new look

New Look

I've given my blog a new makeover.. yay-sies.. NEW FRESH LOOK!! Awhhh
its pink pink pink pink pink pink!!!!

ps: i effing hate my dad!! hate hate hate hate...

AaRrGGgghHH!!

i swear i will kill the fella who invented examinations w my bare hands!!





and my bitcomet is acting weird today!! someone tell me why?

ArGhhH!!!

i was just screaming for fun..

i'm not stressed or anything.. i DO have exams round the corner.. but i am not stressed.. funny yea?? i think my mind has gotten used to the lazy-ness.. OH NO!!

studying is boring.. and ms.laptop here isnt helping.. (well i am suppose to be studying right NOW) and this grey thing here caught my attention *again* and well. here i am typing typing..

random statement #1
i have a craving for a gold laptop.. (wonder if it exists)..


i noe this fifa world cup one exitst!! nice yea??? carve my name n a mural on it!! lagi nice..

random statement #2
i wanna drive like my dad in the future.. zooming a big car at the speed of 180km/h on highways.. so cool yea..

oni diff is dat my car will be a shocking pink ferrari enzo...

oh so pretty.. *i need to breath.. breath.. breath*

random statement #3
i think i have an disorder.. its called narcolepsy

according to wiki..
symtoms of narcolepsy
1) overwhelming excessive daytime sleepiness (EDS), even after adequate night time sleep
2) naps may occur with or without warning and may be physically irresistible
3) fall asleep often at inappropriate times and places

considering the fact i that i sleep in almost every talk or lectures, i think narcolepsy is hitting me.. HELP!!

random statement #4
me n christy have a ritual b4 studying.. which is.. >drumrolls< TADA!!! amazing yea.. wait till i get hold of christy's collection den take together..

we NEED to arrange our beautiful pen in spectrum order.. make sure dat every pens is in order.. den oni we can procede to start studying!! its a warm-up for studying.. hehe

random statement #5
i believe that every girl likes to camwhore..

yes i mean EVERY GIRL!! oki.. wait.. *edit edit* EVERY NORMAL GIRL..

show u a few pics of my close camwhore frens.. (dun be pissed yea, i ripped it off frenster so dat u wont look fugly)


jessica*mt dear childhood fwen*, christy *armpit*, lixia *lizzard*, cheanvoon *best duet partner on earth*, chloe *dolly*, meihui *sailor*, wenxia *my girlfwen*, shuneng *the girl w the cheeks*

see how adorable girls look when they camwhore.. its just a way to flaunt our natural beauty..

even guys camwhore...

see?? (kien jeen *cocolulu*)

well.. i certainly do.. hehe
with style n messy hair too!!

*pardon my boredom k, just din feel like studying*

disappointment

i feel so ashamed 2 even admit dat i need 2 ask permission frm my dad 2 go 4 a damn hol w my fwens.. worse.. ask di he goes "wat? pulau redang so far? kenot!" u tell me how humiliating it is 2 tell ppl "my dad dun let me go" wtf man.. i big girl d kay.. u think u control me for life izit? eff off.. i'm so disappointed in my andropausely-annoying-old-man-father... memalukan myself.. not supportive at all.. uni life totally sucks w his presence.. so much for trying to have a life man when ur oldman is behaving like some prison guard..

my sis 1 2 join hiphop dance competition in berjaya times square oso he dun let.. wtf wtf wtf.. wat happen to human rights? "i dun like the idea of my daughters performing in public" he do dat summore he wont have any daughters left man.. means next time 1 2 perform oso kenot lar.. so much for being nice to him.. eff-ing stoopid.. u tell me is this fair?? other parents will happily volunteer to fetch their child there n offer to watch dem perform n be so supportive.. but NO.. my dad just has to spoil everything. yea dats wat he is, BIG TIME SPOILER..

Triple Shock

its a jinx day... a jinx jinx jinx jinx jinx day...

dear mr poser

i got a terrible bad shock for 3 times today itself!!

stop showing off

shock no #1

i hate ppl lidet the most most most

my russian fren quit medical school

u suck damn bad

shock no #2

and u only wanna show off

my IMU fren quit medical school

get lost

shock no #3

jimmy is in "so u think i can dance" (jimmy was my hiphop instructor at celebrity fitness)

seriously jinx day..

Newly revamp room

The whole of last saturday was spent busy remaking my room.. We bought the furnitures on the 2nd of May which was a wednesday.. it was fun at Ikea.. had a lot of crazy ideas for my room.. wanted pink furnitures at 1st.. den decided to get small table w BIG drawer.. ah but at last..

On thurs we collected the goodies w me dad's office rented MPV...

And den we fixed everything up on tues.. being a first time furniture customer of ikea, i had no idea the furnitures were so user frenly to fix.. but damn troublesome lar.. sweat the whole time..

The poor empty looking room was 1stly lined w linoleum to prevent scratching of the parquet

and den we started of w the book shelf..



a few pieces of white plank miraculously tranformed into...


a very beautiful book shelf

den we fixed up the...

VERY COOL "L" SHAPED TaBLE ( i super lik this table but it kinda looks too big to be in my mini room

and also the...

drawer... (note note: the furnitures all match -- modern leh-- white white one!!)

AHHH... I"M SO HAPPY!!

and of course i started to fill in the room w everything i own.. (study materials oni lar)
and it magically became like this...


oh and look wat i stumbled upon while packing room...


me long lost man utd collar pin!!! (AWH i remember mourning for its lost few months back!!)


my pri 6 specs ( the nerd nerd wan ) antique wei!!


and some old sec skul pics.. (tho its faded n crumpled)

AHH so nostalgic!!

happy day indeed hor... got new room n everything..

this is the 1st post i wrot ein me new room!! yay!!